Sunday, June 06, 2004
the reason why guys like girls, and why i like her
Here are a few reasons
why guys like girls:
1.
They will always smell good
even if its just shampoo
2.
The way their heads always
find the right spot on our shoulder
3.
How cute they look when they sleep
4.
The ease in which they fit into our arms
5.
The way they kiss you and
all of a sudden everything
is right in the world
6.
How cute they are when they eat
7.
The way they take hours
to get dressed
but in the end
it makes it all worth while
8.
Because they are always
warm even when its minus 30 outside
9.
The way they look good
no matter what they wear
10.
The way they fish for compliments
even though you both know that you
think she's the most
beautiful thing on this earth
11.
How cute they are when they argue
12.
The way her hand always finds yours
13.
The way they smile
14.
The way you feel
when you see their name
on the call ID
after you just had a big fight
15.
The way she says
"lets not fight anymore"
even though you know that
an hour later....
16.
The way they kiss when
you do something nice for them
17.
The way they kiss you
when you say
"I love you"
18.
Actually ...
just the way they kiss you...
19.
The way they fall into your arms
when they cry
20.
Then the way they apologize
for crying over something that silly
21.
The way they hit you
and expect it to hurt
22.
Then the way they apologize
when it does hurt.
(even though we don't admit it)!
23.
The way they say
"I miss you"
24.
The way you miss them
25.
The way their tears
make you want to
change the world
so that it
doesn't hurt her anymore.....
Yet regardless
if you love them,
hate them,
wish they would die
or
know that you would die
without them ...
it matters not.
Because once in your life,
whatever they were to the world
they become everything to you.
When you look them in the eyes,
traveling to
the depths of their souls
and
you say a million things
without trace of a sound,
you know that your own life
is inevitable consumed
within the rhythmic beatings
of her very heart.
We love them for a million reasons,
No paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the mind
but of the heart.
A feeling.
Only felt.
Posted at 03:23 pm by GarethSee
Tuesday, April 13, 2004
the weather had turned humid now.. and that just makes me perspire a lot, can bathe a number of times in a day now.. cannot stand the heat thats why.. anyway, finally did my eg3251 assessment.. rather pleased with my results, got 73.3% over 100%.. not bad as in for my first attempt.. gonna try harder tml when i go back to school..
did 3015 assignment just now during my lab hours, so pissed off with the assignment and the lecturer!! can't understand what the default program is doing, and wanna find out more by asking the lecturer to explain.. what he said was go and do it ourselves, its our assignment and not his.. so irresponsible person is he man..
so far things are doing fine for me till now.. manage to find someone else's solution.. hehe.. copy, paste and edit lah!! much faster!! after lesson when i asked angela wanna meet for lunch before coming to school.. got no place in mind, and she asked me to make sandwich for her.. siao!! i'm NOT alex.. haha
Posted at 02:01 am by GarethSee
Monday, April 12, 2004
so hot man!! how to sleep soundly?? long time never chat with angela for so long liao.. chat online lah doei! :p not only angela lah.. long time never chat with people for so long.. surprised that angela is not tired sia.. 2.19am the time now.. and still not yet ended conversation.. even me myself is wondering what time we will go to sleep.. my face is so sticky and oily!! gonna KO liao.. cya and i'll continue wrting tml.. need a shower!!
Posted at 03:16 am by GarethSee
Sunday, April 11, 2004
been days since i last wrote my blog.. hehe.. been rather busy these days.. busy?? busy with what?? nothing actually, just that got nothing to write about thats why never come into blogdrive.. anyway, had a bad night sleep last night.. so tired and restless.. moody is the word.. hehe.. dunno why.. perhaps cos i played basketball for very long hours.. maybe.. had a great game yesterday thats why, never thought of stopping for a while to have a rest.. so shiok.. now listening to yesterday's wkrz masterplate.. i just love WKRZ!! MASTERPLATE ROXS!! MASTERPLATE IS THE BEST!! everything about WKRZ IS THE BEST OF THE BEST!! haha.. sounds like i'm doing a commercial for wkrz.. anyway, hope that things will be better as i get on with the day
Posted at 12:44 pm by GarethSee
Sunday, April 04, 2004
i hate it when the internet is lagging! cannot do anything much, cannot surf the net, cannot do reseach, friendster cannot go in as well.. everything so bad and its been few days already.. when will things improve?? sigh~! been at home editing the final draft of my survey report, got to be handed in n the following wednesday, and on wednesday itself, have e-assessment.. what a busy schedule i have man.. got no time to revise my work, do my tutorials and no freetime at all.. had a sporty week already and its time to take a break, have a kit-kat! haha.. take a break and have a good rest.. oh yeah~ that would be fantabulous..
Posted at 09:47 pm by GarethSee
Thursday, April 01, 2004
at the midst late night she msg me again.. she read thru her blog including the comments, only to find comments i wrote regarding her blog.. i wondering whether they are written for me or otherwise, though i have still have a feeling that those are written for me.. who cares.. she felt upset that i said she was lying and felt very upset upon reading them..
i gave her a call only to wake up her from the sleep.. throughout the phonecall, i tried very much want to apologise to her.. but i doubt she heard what i was saying.. she just said she doesn't want to talk about it anymore..
well, since you dun wanna tok abt it anymore.. i started msg you sincer, whole-hearted, deepest apologies.. never receive any replies till in the morning when i on my phone again.. the time you replied was 6.24am.. sent me two msgs with the first saying i misinterpreted your comments in ur blog.. its fine with me.. received another msg saying,"Get out of my life! I dun need u to teach me how to be a normal teenage girl!"
i have mixed feelings at this time, shd i be hapy or shd i not?? no idea even till now! happy in the case that i have thought of leaving ur life much earlier than you thought of.. sad cos i still have some feelings for the friendship.. whatever it is, since i decided to give up on you and wana you out of my life.. i do hope you keep your promise and well, forget me and move on.. we are not in good terms anyway...
Posted at 09:20 am by GarethSee
Tuesday, March 30, 2004
nothing much actually happened today.. played number ball with hongzhi, sherwyn and kelvin and i lost around ten bucks.. so sad.. worse, i dropped another ten bucks on my way home.. dunno when i dropped it.. only to realize it when i open my wallet upon reaching home.. left some stuff in my secret hiding place only to find it missing later when i want to go and get it back..
today is really a very very bad day man!! what am i doing and how can i be more careless than that!! missing or misplacing everything today.. wa liew!! whatthe hell..
anyway, while in lab just now (EG3015) managed to be the first in the class to complete doing the lab.. so nice.. think thats the best thing that i had for today.. well well, played basketball after lesson around 9pm wor.. people must find me mad so late still go and play basketball for wad sia (i also think i'm mad to promise my friends tad i'll go down and meet them after sch).. didn't play that well (as expected) cos i still have my sprained ankle, still swollen like pig trotter!!
after playing.. had a drink wth my friends.. only to see everyone sitting there and chatting and i'm the only one eating.. so paiseh sia!! so many people looking at me eating!! hey pals, when u are not eating next time dun come.. just kidding
Posted at 12:00 am by GarethSee
Sunday, March 28, 2004
why has it to be this way
i have a very strong feeling now that she is attached! thats what i'm feeling.. whether its true or not, i'm not sure.. got this feeling after reading her blog.. think its really time i give up on her, she is simply not having any thoughts of me right now.. i ought to give up.. yes i should.. there are always better girls out there.. why waste my time on her am i right.. if we are meant to be together, sooner or later we will.. but i doubt so.. I DOUBT SO!! but she lied to me again and again.. saying she doesn't want to get into any relationships currently, as she will be busy preparing for her A levels.. she doesn't want to be involved in anything besides preparing for her exams.. yes, i did say that i'll wait for her but the point is.. i can't stand her lying to me time after time.. maybe she is not suitable for me.. i wasted the 4++ years waiting for her.. my youth, my time, is there anything that can make up for this.. i don't think so.. doesn't know what else to say about her.. she was right, in telling me that she will hurt me.. and yes, even not together now, you are already hurting me.. give up dude! yes give up!! let her choose life herself, you will never be able to win her heart, we are just not meant to be together..
all the best in whatever you do, and i'll never bother you again!!
Posted at 03:16 pm by GarethSee
sia!! wake up so early in the morning to play bball at boon lay.. only to sprain my ankle!! frustrating man!! argh~! somemore how to play tml friendly match in school sia! so sad.. 
kinda fall asleep very soon.. cos wake up very early.. not much people to chat with today.. all couples are out there with their partner.. and me single and available.. no one to go out with me..Posted at 01:18 pm by GarethSee
Saturday, March 27, 2004
play bball today at lorong lew lian.. went down at 3.15 only to see myself and the ball itself.. no ones come down that early, only me an idiot will.. haha.. happen to see some people coming down as time passes.. played with small boys ard the age of 15, they are in my team and we approach some outsiders to play 3 on 3.. managed to win though i didn't score any.. the small boys in my team are simply on top form today thats why i let them have most of the possession.. let them perform yeh!! played for a while before the opposition called it off.. everyone was tired but very pleased with each other's performance..
at ard 5.00, zhihao and royston came down, and lots more people.. played 3on3 initially before we changed to play 4on4.. too many people coming down at the same time already.. got three teams in total, but since there are only 11 people, i had to play for the team with only 3 people, and my team as well.. so tired man.. but i'm rather pleased with my performance today, and ignored my hunger.. scored lots of 3-pointers and some lay-ups.. against the opponents.. so shiok this feeling.. played till 8.15 before everyone called stop.. too tired to continue playing..
played for about 5 hrs you see.. how can i not be tired right.. hehe.. gonna get to sleep after writing this blog.. wanna take a good rest as i have a 3-on3 tournament tml morning at 8.30.. cya guys.. night
Posted at 09:14 pm by GarethSee
