i have a very strong feeling now that she is attached! thats what i'm feeling.. whether its true or not, i'm not sure.. got this feeling after reading her blog.. think its really time i give up on her, she is simply not having any thoughts of me right now.. i ought to give up.. yes i should.. there are always better girls out there.. why waste my time on her am i right.. if we are meant to be together, sooner or later we will.. but i doubt so.. I DOUBT SO!! but she lied to me again and again.. saying she doesn't want to get into any relationships currently, as she will be busy preparing for her A levels.. she doesn't want to be involved in anything besides preparing for her exams.. yes, i did say that i'll wait for her but the point is.. i can't stand her lying to me time after time.. maybe she is not suitable for me.. i wasted the 4++ years waiting for her.. my youth, my time, is there anything that can make up for this.. i don't think so.. doesn't know what else to say about her.. she was right, in telling me that she will hurt me.. and yes, even not together now, you are already hurting me.. give up dude! yes give up!! let her choose life herself, you will never be able to win her heart, we are just not meant to be together..
all the best in whatever you do, and i'll never bother you again!!