at the midst late night she msg me again.. she read thru her blog including the comments, only to find comments i wrote regarding her blog.. i wondering whether they are written for me or otherwise, though i have still have a feeling that those are written for me.. who cares.. she felt upset that i said she was lying and felt very upset upon reading them..

i gave her a call only to wake up her from the sleep.. throughout the phonecall, i tried very much want to apologise to her.. but i doubt she heard what i was saying.. she just said she doesn't want to talk about it anymore..

well, since you dun wanna tok abt it anymore.. i started msg you sincer, whole-hearted, deepest apologies.. never receive any replies till in the morning when i on my phone again.. the time you replied was 6.24am.. sent me two msgs with the first saying i misinterpreted your comments in ur blog.. its fine with me.. received another msg saying,"Get out of my life! I dun need u to teach me how to be a normal teenage girl!"

i have mixed feelings at this time, shd i be hapy or shd i not?? no idea even till now! happy in the case that i have thought of leaving ur life much earlier than you thought of.. sad cos i still have some feelings for the friendship.. whatever it is, since i decided to give up on you and wana you out of my life.. i do hope you keep your promise and well, forget me and move on.. we are not in good terms anyway...